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Jan. 9th, 2005 @ 04:14 pm
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so i took ur darn dragon quiz..... o lord....
A WHITE Dragon Lies Beneath!
My inner dragon is one of two harmonious dragons (the other is Black). On the inside I am the perfect example of balance, patience, power, and reclusive intelligence. Evil-doers beware; my breath weapon is a combination of fire and lightning. Even the nicest dragons can do some serious damage. Click the image to try the Inner Dragon Online Quiz for yourself.
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you ever get that feeling where you're not where you should be? ya thats me rite now... worried about skool... maybe i should starve myself... and feel like an idiot for not being smart... cant even speak spanish well... which should be my native fucking language.... yay for me... im so wonderful....Current Mood:  melancholy Current Music: (the sound of silence...) |
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so rite now im cleaning the house... helping the parentals... i kno that they appreciate the extra hand.... its funny... cus sometimes they can make me mad, yet i kno that theyve done alot for us and im sure helping around the house and such isnt anything compared to what theyve done for the family... but i cant help and feel like i kno that it at least does make a difference... so far... ive done the kitchen and table tops... sweeped in the living room... cleaned the restroom and now im in my sisters room... (which is a mess!) but its my fault... my crap has been laying around all over... so i figured id be nice and clean it for her... lets see if she realizes im doing it to be nice and not doing it to get something outta her... sometimes i feel like the nice gestures i do she doesnt appreciate them as such and assumes thats its a reciprocal action... like... "since i did this for you, you have to do this..." which is not my intention... it should be more like "lets just be nice... and do stuff for each other because we care...not who does more..." kno wut i mean???
o darn it... gotta get goin... goin out with the parents... sorry if this doesnt make much sense... perhaps i shall update later with clearer thoughts.... bye!!!Current Mood:  peaceful Current Music: Born to Hand Jive |
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well... its monday... ive been here for a week now... suprisingly because it hasnt felt like a week... but anyways my christmas was good... visited family and got to see gloria so im happy....
ok so last time i wrote i was deciding to end it with gianni... its over... he really was a wonderful person with a big heart but our priorities were not matching so it was only fair to go our own ways... but i have all the intention in the world to be his friend and keep in touch with him! he finally moved to london and i hope it goes well for him there because he was getting frustrated being in italy.... on a brighter note... i have a new boy in my life... his name is seth... goes to skool w/me... big heart and a pushover once u peel of the few outer layers... haha! i know your weaknesses!!! the first time i met him i thought... "wow... hes an ass..." but once u get to know him... turns out hes just a smart ass...
as for skool... it is done with... thnk god! so far... ive gotten an A-, a B, and 2 Ps (for my pass/not pass courses) and am still waiting on one more grade... im hoping for a B at least... so pray for me and cross your fingers everyone!!!!
goals while at home: help finish fixing up the house, go on diet/exercise, get in touch w/people i havent talked to in a while, hang out w/friends (which is gonna be hard since i dont have my car down here), and try to have as small amount of fights possible....
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so its morning rite now...
its gloomy and cold... i dont mind rain but not when its freezing! im sorry, but so-cal weather is just better... so i havent updated... dont really know why... but yea.. ive been kept busy this wk thus far and last week i had shit to do... i bummed all last weekend which i knew was bad but i couldnt help.. thanks seth!
ive been feeling very confused lately... about alot of things really... future plans... "friends"... and of course the "boyfriend" thing... yes i am still with gianni--no when i first mentioned him he was not a fling, we were officially together--yes i know we're far apart, and no it didnt matter to me... i honestly know i can do the long distance thing... it kinda benefits too cuz im not distracted with him being here... but his vision has changed and mine hasnt... hes becoming more anxious and such and wants me to marry him... and i cant... theres so much i want to do and need to get done that its not my time... and i dont feel its fair to him if we stay together... what if i change my mind? im just pulling him along... i cant force him to wait six years till im ready for marriage... but i do care about him regardless of people's thoughts...(and dont just assume that the situation is this clear cut... theres more...just not for journal time rite now) im going to keep in touch with him though and if we're meant to get together many years down the line, so be it... if not, i still have a friend... *sniff*sniff* when is this gonna happen? i dont know... hes in the process of moving to london rite now... so only time can tell...
on a side note... ive been feeling annoyed lately with certain people... sometimes i feel whatevers... but then they become two-faced... honestly i dont like that shit... if you dont like me then dont like me... if i did something that bothers you or offends you... tell me... but dont go around acting all nice one day... then a total bitch the next... or put up a front and be talkin shit or dislike me on personal time....
*dude*... thats so high school...Current Mood:  predatory |
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alrighty... so im in my office hours rite now and figured hey... lets update...
so i ended up having a thanksgiving break lasting a week... because my sorry ass had a flight at 6am monday and didnt wake up on time cuz i thought id be slick...wait till midnite to check in online and print my boarding pass and be set to go... but in addition i was chatting online (i blame u seth!!! curse u!!!) and i slept thru my alarm... when i get up i hop outta bed put on a sweater and jet... as i arrive to the airport... my plane is about to leave... but its crowded so too bad for me... long story short... it was full for the whole day so i couldnt leave till the next day... but its otay... im back now... so i gotta get back into the grove of things...
i did a bit of shopping while at home, hung out with family, and even did a little homework (not by choice... forced by my father...) it felt nice to get to experience what sun felt like once again... oh and boyyyyyy did i eat!
oh! look at the time... gotta get goin to my next class... please excuse this lame ass post.... it doesnt have anything too interesting... but eh... its otay....
Dec. 1st, 2004 @ 10:51 am
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okay.....
so as we all can tell.... i havent posted since italy.... but what can i say? me writing down my thoughts and feelings isnt my forte.... i find it very difficult to find the time to update this thing... not because i am just loaded with millions of things to do that i cant even sit down for a second... but instead just because i never know what is worthwhile to add to this... maybe i dont want know what side i am comfortable with others seeing on this thing... my insecure side.... my shy side... my bare side composed of innermost thoughts and feelings... so... as to avoid that for the moment... lemme tell u guys about this semester... ive been busy with many things trying to keep up with skool, mentoring, teaching the decal, having a semi-social life but not really cuz i dont get to see everyone, keeping the house clean, and keeping in touch with the family and my boy... very hard.... im at that point where skool is almost over im ready to pass out.... not to mention, this past weekend... i spent so much money, ate way too much that im starting to feel down about myself even more so than usual, and didnt study too much... i ended up missing my quiz this morning, and my car isnt working!
but, on a brighter note, im glad ill be going home this weekend because the cold and i dont like each other very much.... i miss my family.... umm okay... im starting to think too much now about things i can write.... i think ill get off for the moment and do reading before mentoring....
***bundle up everyone! its cold! and u dont want to be sick for the holidays!***
Nov. 22nd, 2004 @ 01:20 pm
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ok...havent posted in forever.... ive been in italy for 3 wks now... good times!!! sorry to everyone who hasnt been able to get in touch with me.... ive gone to germany...rome, cinquaterre, pisa... and this weekend milan and venice... its been cool... monday gettin my tattoo.... and um yea.... thats all cuz internet here is not very easy to access... miss everyone! sorry havent posted... dont think ill be posting anytime soon so im just warning ya....wish me luck!!! got like 4 more weeks!!! i rock! tee hee!!!
shout out to the family! wInK!
Jul. 23rd, 2004 @ 02:01 am
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just wanted to do a quick lil blurb and say thanks to everyone who called, emailed, sent cards, etc. for my birthday! i feel very special and appreciate each and every one of you! Vegas was the shiet... i enjoyed... and ill try to see if its possible to post a few pic. after i have developed them k! *MuAh!*
Jun. 26th, 2004 @ 12:32 pm
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ok... so its 12:08... i just go outta the shower, which i must say is relaxin... i should be either asleep or studying for my 2 midterms on wednesday... but instead... i shall write in my journal which i have neglected for oh so long.... (to make up for lack of constant journal attendance... i touch on many things... and wrote alot...) you have been warned.
( long...enter if u dare desire to explore what is in my mind )
its 1:10 now... computer was lagging... i was chatting w/people... but ive finally finished... and now im off... *buona notte*
Jun. 8th, 2004 @ 01:16 am
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i kno i kno.... its not REALLY posting... but its otay...
You are the playful pin-up! Do you know how to be
serious?
What Type Of Retro Gal Are You?
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after careful reading of all possible results... i think im more like this one...
You are the classy pin-up! You are everything
sophisticated and refined about the entire era.
You exude class and dignity.
What Type Of Retro Gal Are You?
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DO YOU AGREE??? (which am i...)
and NO i am not trying to be conceited! =P
Jun. 4th, 2004 @ 11:29 pm
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ok.. so i finally update this thing...
( story for the evening )
any stories i have to tell? hmm good question... at the moment no... but when i do... ill try to update... promise!
current mission: blood red/drk red eyeshadow! currently--no luck... will keep trying!
while in San Francisco, particularly in the Castro area, we came across this: "Forget the Bull, Ride the Cowboy!" *oh yea!* *WiNk!*
May. 31st, 2004 @ 10:29 pm
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k so i started weight watchers w/kathy a couple of days ago... we're doing it to support grace who started about a month ago... (we heart u grace!) and well yes... its been a pain in the butt... im still a little rough around the edges cuz i still gotta figure out this point thing.. but im gonna stick to it! goal: lose 20 lbs by the time we leave for italy! (which is only really 15lbs cuz when i came up here i gained about 5 after i had lost weight at home...so yea...more like 15 for all u worry-warts)
im doing it to build up my esteem... i wanna be more healthy and being able to just feel active and comfortable physically and mentally will be good for me....
school has been going okay.... im trying to keep up with everything so that i dont feel stress... ive become more involved with hermanas and i think its good because ive met quite a few people just by going to sum events lately... im really hoping to get the community service position for next year cuz i think it would be a good experience, i LUV doin comm. service, and i have tons of ideas that i wanna see happen! plus... i might be teaching a deCal next semester! it happened unexpectedly actually... so hopefully i get it... its nothing super-grand like simpsons and philosophy... its more generic "successful application to graduate schools in psychology" if i get it, id automatically be a peer counselor, hold office hours, and be part of ASP... so yea... i hope to be much more involved than previous years here... im actually finally finding my niche here... who knew?
hmm... wut else to say? i guess thats all for the moment... just wanted to do a real quick--not very interesting or detailed--update...
Apr. 17th, 2004 @ 06:59 pm
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| What kind of drunk are you? Rowdy Drunk Shut up, already, rowdy drunk! You're the most dreaded drunk of all to waitresses and bartenders alike. I could probably find you in an enormous group of people, banging your mug on the table, singing Irish drinking songs, and screaming, "WOOOO" every 13 seconds for no particular reason. 
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in case u cant see wut it says above:
"Shut up, already, rowdy drunk! You're the most dreaded drunk of all to waitresses and bartenders alike. I could probably find you in an enormous group of people, banging your mug on the table, singing Irish drinking songs, and screaming, "WOOOO" every 13 seconds for no particular reason."
Apr. 7th, 2004 @ 11:18 pm
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Ok lil update...
( yay! )
ok.. tis all... TTFN! (ta-ta-for-now!)
Mar. 19th, 2004 @ 09:13 am
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k... so this is me venting... it might not make sense to some of you... but its helping me feel a little better....
( Whine, whine, whine... )
im trying to be tuff... not let it get to me... but everyone has a weakness... ive learned to handle alot of things... feel like ive grown alot here, but the one thing that will always over power me even more than my dad occasionally annoying me is my weight and my never-attainable goal... i kno that even if i were to lose weight, id never be satisfied... its a mental thing... ive tried to fix it... but to this day... havent...
Mar. 13th, 2004 @ 05:21 pm
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http://www.livejournal.com/community/zimfics/
purty kool.... its here on livejournal... for us zim luvers.... (yes i kno some of u think im weired... but hey... everyone has their flaws...)
Mar. 6th, 2004 @ 05:17 pm
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GET UP AGAIN-- Flaw
Here we go again
A very temperamental process, beginning with
all of our excess
Affecting our very own ingest, this side of
you is speechless
Overwhelmed with an abscess, creating new diseases
And infecting whomever it pleases, we've been
living this way for too long, too long
Then I noticed a difference, in the way that I
saw other insects
Who were living a life of indulgence, sheltered
by their parents
Such an unlucky existence, not given a
chance to experience
And make their own decisions, I wouldn't trade
my own mistakes at all
Reach out your hands
Out for the ones who, aid when the going gets rough
Until the end.
These are the ones who, help when the times get tough
And times will get tough.
Get up again.
Times will get tough.
Get up again
Here it comes once again
****makes me think about the past... middle school...high school... and college experiences... i wouldnt trade anything that has happened to me... its made me stronger and ive learned and grown alot from it all...thanks to those who i know i can depend on... and remember ill always be here for you! life is good to me right now... hopefully this will continue...i havent cried or felt depression in a long while...feels good to kno...***
Mar. 6th, 2004 @ 05:03 pm
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I want!
http://www.hottopic.com/store/product.asp?LS=0&ITEM=259128
Just wanted to say that... tee hee.. =)
btw... thnks Nathan for providing Sonic on my computer! yay!
Mar. 4th, 2004 @ 02:47 pm
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